Of Love and Betrayal by RikkuxxInsanity, literature
Literature
Of Love and Betrayal
A life of love and happiness
Was it all just fantasy?
An idea in our heads
Proven wrong by reality
You disappeared without a trace
Coming back to me in months
Happy to see your face, I pause
You are not what you once were
Too different, you've changed
I run away scared of this you
After me you come stopping me soon
Sinking your fangs into me
Ending my life and starting anew
Misery takes hold
I starve myself through
I cannot live through this pain for you
I'm a monster in your eyes
And you're death in disguise
How much will it take
For me to seperate - The end
Oh, the end is drawing near
The curtains will come to a close
Then they will applaud
And they'll all cheer
"What a wonderful perfomance!"
"She was the best actor of them all!"
How much is it going to take?
This should have ended long ago
It could have ended long ago
I'm a monster in your eyes
And you're death in disguise
A devil bringing me closer to the finish
But I won't cry and I won't scream
I saw this coming from the start
So now it's time to end it
And it's now time to say goodbye.
A wish for something different
To have not been this way
To not be born this way
To not live this way
Nails on a chalk board
Not music to my ears
I feel it is a lie they said
It's good, no, it's bad
It's bad, no, it's good
An endless argument
If it sounded the way I wanted
Sounded the way I heard it
Things would be better
And I wouldn't feel-
Feel as though all my hopes
All my dreams were destroyed
Sing me a song
Whisper me a lullaby
A sweet, lovely song
A voice that caresses me
Whether softly or screaming
It's a wonderous thing to me
Your voice so serene
I long to be like you
To reach that achievement
I will be known; I want to be known
Sing me a song
A song only by you
Another is unacceptable
Sing me a song
Whisper me a lullaby
About love; About pain
About suffering; About death
This won't work out
This will work out
Sway between the reasons
In the maybes or positives
The negatives of life
"It's not possible"
Guide me through this
I'll endure it all
I will achieve what I long
Everything I long for
Sing me a
Shut up, shut up
Can't you hear me?
Just shut up, shut up
With all the hurtful things
The hurtful things you say
Tired, oh so tired
Day in day out it's the same
Everything is always the same
A failure is what he is
Living every day the same
You don't find it hard to crush me
Nor hard to judge me
Quite frankly, I'm tired
All the fighting and the hating
It's all just tearing me apart
Shut up, shut up
Why don't you just shut up?
Sick of it all
Hope is not an option
I'll take it by force if I must
So just shut up, shut up
Lies, I see the truth
I see through your hopeless facade
Your words won't back you up
And I won't back
Rise of the Hypocrites by RikkuxxInsanity, literature
Literature
Rise of the Hypocrites
The hypocrites arise
Foolishly spreading their filth
Telling us all lies
What is it you want?
I won't give it back
What I need it most important
Fuck the people
I am the fucking queen
And I am the king
I rule all, control all
Fulfill my needs or suffer
Don't ask me anything
All I want are answers
Gifts from all, all for me
We, the hypocrites arise
Foolishly spreading our filth
Telling you nothing but lies
What I need is most important
Come on, don't stop
You're not quite finished
You're far from done
You'll be my slave forever
Damage will never be undone
I am the king and queen
I am the emperor and the empress
I am Go
I've become nothing but a shadow
My eyes emotionless and dead
My expression blank
I feel no more; Just emptiness
A hollow pit inside of me
You ate me alive
Feasting on me until nothing was left
I speak no words
No music leaves these lips
My song is more than dead
Let's make a guarantee
We'll sew them shut
You won't hear from me again
I won't cause you suffering
Please give up on me
There's nothing to fix
There's nothing left in me
Nothing but an empty shell
But a living corpse
Please don't pity me
It was meant to be this way
I deserve every bit
Every amount of suffering
All of the pain in my heart
There's nothing left
I've reached my limit
I'm broken, I'm shattered
Smashed into so many pieces
I can't be put back together
I feel I'm dying, yet I'm alive
But this won't last much longer
I feel the end coming
Pulling me away from this hell
Dragging me into the unknown
Though I want it I also fear it
Desperate to learn what I don't know
But trying to find reasons to stay
I think of none, nothing
Nothing to keep me here
No one to stop me
Though I'm scared must it be done?
I wonder what the point is
To clinging to those who never wanted me
To latch onto false hope
Clinging to dreams that will never come true
I feel I'm dying, yet I'm alive
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